Saturday, March 19, 2016

Craving Normalcy

This last week has been full of ups and downs. My lining has been progressing - almost a 10, but my estrogen decided to drop after my second blood draw (which of course is uncommon) Obviously things were just going too calmly for the life of K.  My estrogen is really quite the wench. She is notoriously low normal and I have no reason as to why. Yesterday's blood draw showed my estrogen at 248. My RE wants it at 300 before starting PIO. FINGERS CROSSED my estrogen can pull herself together and we can get there by Monday. 

So, lets say my estrogen does make it to 300 by Monday and my lining stays or increases; its looking like an Easter Eve transfer because of course! We need to stick with the trend.  My retrievals loved the holidays, so its just tradition that my transfer does too. My RE clinic must love us. 

I am growing just as tired as my veins at this stage of the game. Who would have thought? It's been a year of treatments and waiting and treatments and injections and waiting and anxiety. I am sick of arranging my life by injection times, blood draws and all the other craziness that comes with infertility treatments. Most of all I am sick of Brazil Nuts. 

I can see a happy ending - I truly can, but I am terrified to feel it. 

because everyone carries a syringe and baby dust in their purse

1 comment:

  1. I'm so happy that you've been able to pursue this path!! I know how difficult all this is having fertility issues myself however not lucky enough to have the funds or the insurance to cover anything beyond chlomid. oh sweety i'm so excited for you! and happy i found you blogging again <3